well wad can i say?i haven been blogging alr!even since e end of e omg super emo alvl life~~by right i shld hv e time 2 do it but i end up get more busy!:D vacation jobs, overseas trips, uni prep blahblahblah~~

not sure if its a gd thing or bad thing~~but at least i am now less emo?hehe..even though uni is worse than alvl i gotta admit cos of e workload..butbutbut at least i can get 2 choose wad i wanna do!:D (well not always unfortunately cos of insufficient pts 2 buy e mods tt i really wan study)..oh well i shall train my patience n wait until i accumulate more pts!:P

oh ya i m supposed 2 say wad class i took like eons ago right!:P yupp i finally can say wad is it cos i graduated!:P n wad other lessons can u think of other than driving??!!YAYY!!:D muahaha~~ok la i noe some might think its no big deal but 2 me its a miracle!:D actually my results arent fantasic cos i juz passed..if i overshot i will b a goner~~but e fact tt most of my lessons b4 e test r quite horrid means its not bad alr!:D ok shall leave out e details though..or else its gonna b some novel!:P actually i got many ppl 2 thank..e wonderful tester n some of e instructors n most imptly, God!!:D i din do it all by myself~~:D

anw now its so called 1 wk hol which actually its mug time!:( cos CAs r coming!>< gosh beta go back on track soon!v impt 4 a gd CAP score!:D buaisss!

blogosphere..

ok~~~so alvls is finally over!(a few wks ago actually)..hmm i thot i wld b v happy tt its over..but somehow i am not as happy as i shld b..it juz seems like a dream..sth like oh its over?tts gd kind of feeling..not e whee!!its over!! feeling..haha..ok i shall not tink abt it 4 now..hehe..later den worry..

didnt go prom cos i was away in msia..haha opp cost la u noe XD..hmm i am kinda jealous of those who can go as i see more prom pics coming up on fb news feed..but of course i also find e event quite ex..cos e total cost includes a new dress n makeup..haha so its ok..anw i had a gd time over at msia :D..

cant wait 2 go out wif my bestie :D..totally miss her loads sia..mayb cos we were once enemies n so when we become frens we r quite close?haha quite funny actually..anw i finally signed up 4 a class!XD..shall not reveal wat class it is until later when i succeeded in completing it :D..hmm n i am still looking 4 a job..actually someone alr called me but its a recruitment agency so my job's not cfmed..hmm hope my other applications can get thru..wish me luck!:D..oh well i beta study 4 my class!hehe..its definitely beta than studying 4 alvls!XD..cos e thing tt is learnt will b useful!:D:D:D

counting down:approx 26 hrs 15 min more 2 liberation dae!:D

scared, really scared..i could not imagine retaining..its even worse than getting kicked out of sch 2 go poly..i am afraid tt my efforts r wasted..n i totally dislike tt helplessness as i watch ppl get back their results n whopping wif joy when they seem 2 b slackers...

i wish i could run away from it..n sleep away n forget abt it..but when i wake up..i had 2 face reality...

hais wat 2 do??juz try my best once n 4 all in tis last chance!n hopefully my 2yrs worth of efforts pay off!:)..jiayou!!!:D (as 4 wat kind of results i will get..ishall not worry!:D)

anw i wan thk one of my best fren 4 encouraging me:D..n she sent me tis: trust in e Lord with all ur heart n lean not on ur own understanding.in all ur ways acknowledge Him n he will make ur path straight prov 3:5-6

well~ 2dae is our so called last dae of sch!dunno if i shld b sad or happy..but i did not vry during farewell lol!!prolly becos e assembly is not solemn..haha..tis yr one is abit more boring than last yr..cos they only show vids n some student performances..n we had 2 keep standing aiyo!soo squeezy alr still hv 2 sit n stand..haha..but overall still quite funny..i like e arts n pe dept one!soo funny!chem n phy one also ok la..but if only phy one got more tchers involved in e skit lol!lang dept one also quite lol!!doing e yog dance hahaha!but sad thing is theres no vid from maths dept!:(..aiyo how can liddat sia!n we all tio scammed when we thot tt there will b free icecream!ohman..calling e icecream ppl come 2 sch also called surprise??!!lol

i prolly will miss VA n some of my frens n tchers..but overall i dun miss aj compared 2 zhss..even thot e patriotic zhss feel has sort of wore off..i feel tt zh hv many beta aspects compared 2 aj..mayb i spend 4 yrs there compared 2 2 yrs in aj?so far..e only thing is tt aj has helped me nurture my love 4 art thru VA..or else i will b juz an empty shell..

i can still rmb 2 yrs ago we were given red carpet treatment juz as e tchers got 4 tcher's dae..n some more we had buffet..though nth much..n how serious n touching e scene was..almost everyone got rabbit eyes(lol!)..hiash tt time was e end of e 4yrs n e beginning of olvl battle..though e sch changed quite a bit like e vision..i still rmb e old one:to make zhss our second home..n somehow i realised it only aft leaving..but anw..all gd things come 2 an end..

aft saying so much..i will b on hiatus once again!cos e alvl battle has juz begun!:D..jiayous 2 those taking alvls also!:):)..cant wait 4 29nov 2 come!:)

lol..v long nv post liao wor! XD..

anw i am slacking away rite now cos prelims juz ended 2dae~~ :)..though we will not b spared from those mock papers 2 prep 4 alvls -.-..damn my break is gonna b a really short one though..n i sincerely hope tt my efforts will not go down e drain..well...at least for alvls...

too much things had happened..idk why but they r mostly bad stuffs tt i dun wish 2 talk abt..ppl may say i am overly sensitive..even 2 e most trivial stuff...but tt is e way i am mah..i get worked up easily..though i seem 2 b more picky now..wateva..mayb i shld juz b selfish n simply care abt myself n not others..after all..nobody will bother if u care..n they may even think u hv ulterior motives..or rather ppl find u easy 2 bully..why shld i worry abt others when i hv 2 worry abt myself first?tts life..its a matter of survival..chasing in e rat race..

honestly..i feel tt i am too kind 2 some ppl..not tt i wan gain credit 4 doing good deeds..after all zu ren wei kuai le zi ben wat..i dun mind helping those who really need my help..but really..i find out tt they dun deserve at all..like they dun give u good stuff they hv even when u hv given them..i mean..i didnt ask 5 or expect any reward or anything..but its juz tt they shld at least try 2 do sth in return?dun they feel bad at all taking ur stuff n not doing anything in return?i wonder......
anyway i shall not say who am i referring 2..confidentality purposes......

well..this post is getting more emo..damn..tink i shld stop...but i shall end off wif a little warning: if any of u out there notice tt i hv become quite cold 2 u all..pls forgive me..cos i am conditioned 2 b like this.....

heheh..finally got sth happy 2 talk abt..at least..

won e rhd free media design comp!!haha..still really happy abt it despite knowing abt it long time ago!!:Dthough i didnt get into e top 3..i am still happy!!woohoo!!considering tt i only chiong it during e weekends juz b4 e deadline..lol!!i tink those who hv seen it will nt believe tt it can get me sth..esp myself..when i saw e sms aft e gp midyr paper i was like omg i cant believe it!haha..but when i saw e list of those winners there r nt merits..guess e submissions 4 e jc category nt v popular..lol..we were like aiya e prize is like participation prize..lol!!but wateva it is..at least i hv won sth at national lvl 4 e 1st time:D..tis may seem nth 2 some ppl but 4 a noob like me who no matter how much i tried still cant get anything..it is a great affirmation!:)..n my sch totally owned tt category!!yeah!!congrats 2 VA!!we rock!!:D

n i hv more or less decided whr i wan go alr!!haha..n i hv also wat 2 do in e event tt i cant get into e local unis:)..nw i juz need 2 get over e excitement n get cracking!!:D