nvr blog 4 more than a mth le..seriously i was too busy 2 even blog nowadaes..haish..

as i hav mentioned in my prev post..i will only come back when i hav sth 2 blog here..soo i will prob juz gonna b really random 2 some ppl..but nevertheless i am juz gonna blog aniwaes..

prob most ppl dun noe abt tis yet..but i was away in japan 4 approx a wk:D..really fun travelling 2 various destinations in tokyo..n even venturing out 2 other places like kyoto n osaka:)..mines mostly free n easy..as in u plan ur own itinerary..1st time going on such trips..n i had long wanted 2 go japan le..haha..at least my wait is worthwhile:)..its quite fun when u dun need 2 follow such a fixed prog n end up having 2 wake up super early almost everydae..at least e prog can b changed..of course we went on a guided tour 2 mt fuji ..but tt is only 4 one dae n u can book it anytime:)..i shall not go into e details too much or else it may get really boring..n we took too many pics n i am pretty lazy 2 upload as usual..plus e super SLOW internet..gah..

n e world is simply too small..cos when i was checking in at e airport..i met my fren there..n den he happened 2 b gg 2 take e same plane as me..o.O..really surprised sia..den my parent went 2 talk 2 his father..lols..feel quite weird la..cos i really didnt expect tis 2 happen..xD..wateva..

anw i am soo dead now..there r simply too many things 2 b done..n sch reopening soon :(..i saw e timetable n i tink mon n fri sucks big time>.<

had a long break from blogging..n tis may b my so called last post..unless i got sth interestsing 2 talk abt here..cos i gotta give it up 4 a long time soon due 2 commitments:D..anw nth much really happened lately..

went 2 e spore flyer yesterdae!!:D:D..omg..tt was an once-in-a lifetime experience k?;)..n if u tink i am so loaded as to pay $20 plus 4 a ticket den u r soo wrong!!haha..long story la..but den i got cheaper..heheh:)e night view was really nice..wif all e colourful lights n e landmarks being lit up:D..haha..my fren was taking photos constantly wif her cam which is really high tech sia..lols..xD..thk God there was only slight rain so at least e photos wont hav e unnecessary raindrops effect:p..gosh..n my mum was jealous when i told her my class gg marina barrage tis sat 4 SL..hahaha..cos we suddenly talked abt it up dere..

cant wait 4 tis sat..haha..i had heard so much abt it n finally i am gg:D..den nxt time i can b my family's tour guide..xD..n we r gg 2 hav class chalet in dec:)..my dad v nice leh..he let me stay overnite..even though i can only do so 4 one nite..but better than nth la;D..

oh..i realised how peer pressure can b soo powerful..n how frens can sometimes affect ur own decisions n vice versa..haha..i tink it is all abt how we overcome it lo..n how much we can resist it..esp if it is gt 2 do wif sth tt is nt good..haha..my recent experiences prove it..but i shall not list them all out here..simply too many..of course those r ok..

any gotta try squeeze some time out 4 myself..cos i will b super busy during e hols..trying not 2 b overly committed n stuff..n trying 2 take part in stuff tt i really like n i hav interest in it..haha..so yupp..tis is a post 4 those who wan read my blog posts but end up gg away frustrated cos e blog's not updated..lols..man..i did not regret my decision when i signed up 4 e open house facil:D..i really wanted 2 do tt when i got e email..heh..n i gotta help wif e banner painting 4 orientation..cool;D..finally i can get 2 see our work being hung somewhere;P..at least i dun need 2 b an ogl 2 help out at camp:D..which i tink is really time comsuming..like e ogls-2-be hav 2 help out 4 2 wks..excluding training..

ps..pardon my boring posts w/o pics..cos i dun hav time 2 upload e oh-so-many pics..n e internet is quite lag..so will take ages 2 upload..see ya:D

FREEDOM!!!!:D

well..yupp..i hav nvr felt soo happy in my life..cos pw is finally over!!:D
ok..op 2dae was so-so..i mean i was too nervous during e thing..so i sorta stumbled a little..but anw its ok at last!!:):):)
n my group got external ppl come leh..like omg!we thot dere will only b e 2 aj tchers assessing us leh..n we got a shock when 3 stepped in..O.M.G..we were looking at each other wif tt wth we r gg die..ok lo..anw i tink my grp did quite a good job..albeit e nervousness..heheh:D
now..i am gg slack..b4 gg back 2 serious business(no..of course not pw!!rawr!!)..gotta chiong 2 get back wat i hav lost due 2 pw!T.T
anw if anyone mentions pw..south africa..carbon emissions..malaria..californian forest fires n wateva things related 2 e mentioned stuff again..i will REALLY make sure tt person is gonna get it from me!!rawr!!
well..at least pw nightmare is finally over..st last..so i can hav some peace in carrying out my daily activities..hahaha..
kk..nth much 2 say though..i am SO looking forward 2 e hols!!:D:D:D:D

got back my results..n there is only one word 2 describe my results..HORRID
e only comforting thing is tt i managed 2 improve in most of my subjects..thk God:D
but den..i got 2 Us..which means..i did not meet e criteria 4 2h2 n 2h1 passes:x
was really disappointed..even aft moderation..i still did nt meet e criteria>.<
n i was really worried tt i get retained..but den..when my fren told me tt above 30 rankpts can still get promoted..i was relieved..but den..i was encouraged 2 drop one h2 sub to h1..n i REALLY dun wan 2 drop..cos i dun wan 2 regret l8r on..
n i am worried 4 my frens..esp those in grp D (those cfm kicked out of aj)..
but i wan thk God 4 a miracle..cos my fren was in grp D..but den she became in grp C (which is those who hav 2 retake n whether can stay in aj or not depends on ur results..n i tink even if u do well..also can hav option 2 retain)..
yupp..so we r gg give her intensive tuition..n make sure she gets promoted wif us..jiayou girl!!;D;D;D
n of course dere r ppl in grp A n B...those who hav 2 drop but get promoted n those who may get retained(i tink dere is retest also..)respectively..but i wonder abt those who take 3h2 n 1h1..i mean they cant possibly take 2h2 n 2h1 rite?
anw..those who hav 2 take retest..JIAYOUS!!!:D:D:D
i tink i was nearly in grp A or B..but i agree totally wif e phrase no news is good news:)..cos i was not informed 2 see e principal..cos those who r in any of e grps hav 2 see her:/..which means i am not in any grp..
wateva..i gotta focus on pw rite now..dun wanna tink abt my results anymore:X

:'(

feeling quite terrible now~~even though there is still some stuffs 2 look forward 2..
well..happy deepavali!!:D..esp 2 e indians..haha..speaking of tt..i am most prob gg 2 my fren's hse 4 cele!!:D..spicy food n desserts!!lols..
ok i am gg 2 b really random at some parts..so forgive me if i sound weird..
anw watched tis show on okto on body art..as in those perm tattoos n wateva..n they show tis portion on how ppl actually use hot metal 2 draw designs on their skin..*ouch!!*den they mentioned abt despite all e horrid smell of burnt skin n ultra pain some still went 4 it cos e tattoos give them a new sense of identity..
hmm..i feel tt there r actually better ways of expressing our own personality other than tis..like seriously..i tink tis is pretty extreme..like 4 me i will definitely not go 4 it..i mean i cant stop others from doing it..but i tink e pain is not worth it..even though it may seem short term or very "exciting" so 2 speak..oh well..
n speaking of piercings n stuffs..i went 2 pierce my ears recently..n oh man..i tink it hurts at tt moment la!!omg..so much 4 beauty argh..i tink its more than juz ant bite lo!!i tink it seems like a bullet actually shot thru ur ears..owww~~..but oh well..at least its not as painful as other body art though..
ah..i tink aft promos r quite bad..like getting cooped wif most dreaded subj ever!!roar!!i will rather do hrs of maths n phy than 2 do even 1 hr of it la!!:(..haiz..juz wan get over tis quick!!R.A.W.R!!!!!

~temporary freedom~

well~promos r alr over!!:D..now i can use e comp as much as i like:)..well at least 4 e moment..
but..i dun seem 2 b as happy as i shld..really..in fact..e percentage of my feelings after promos was only 45% happy..like i am not juz worried abt e grades..but also whether i can get on 2 nxt yr>.<..it is not tt i am obsessed wif good grades or wateva(i mean ppl definitely wan 2 hav them rite?)..but it is partly becos of my parents..
i mean..it is ok 2 hav high expectations of ur children..expecting them 2 grow up 2 become useful n wateva..but then..i tink parents shld understand tt if their children hav alr tried their best n yet they r unable 2 do things like complete e paper..den i tink they shld atencourage e children 2 work harder nxt yr or wateva..after al life is not juz abt grades rite??
but den..after my maths paper(which was really _____)..i told my parents tt i may not b able 2 pass overall due 2 e paper being ______..n u noe wat?my father gave me tis dun-give-me-tt-excuse look..n he asked me how much i got 4 midyr...n he said sth tt kinda shocked me..sth like dun use tt as an excuse..u cant afford 2 fail maths blahblah..when i told him many complained abt e paper..he sort of told me off n said n dun care abt e others..when i told him many did nt do well 4 midyr and also e estimated % of failures in cohort..esp my class..he said tt there r still ppl who did well=.=..he seemed 2 b hinting me tt why i cant b like those who did well>:(..aiya..i was so pissed off i felt like telling him who ask him 2 hav someone like me so stupid n slow in learning lo..den i felt insulted n hurt:'(..tt he dun seem 2 trust even his daughter:x
n yesterdae..when he asked me abt phys(which was also _____)...i told him e same thing as tt dae..he was said sarcastically oh why e sch made u all suffer..so poor thing-.-..man..my appetite was so spoilt i didnt finish my dinner..
i mean..i noe he meant well 4 me..but den i tink his tone n wat he said is really..
oh well..better dun tink too much..dun even wan tink abt results anw..

on hiatus:D

sigh..dunno why i feel very jittery..which is not a good thing at all..n yupp..i am actually quite pissed off these few daes..but i juz dunno why i am liddat..or wat actually made me liddat as well..soo ironic la..but oh well~

actually nth much happened..juz e usual holidaes stuff..some outings etc etc..

n..i need 2 start becoming a full time mugger le..i got tis sudden urge 2 show ppl tt i am at least of some use wif a least a little bit of capability..n hopefully change some ppl's perception abt me:D..bye~~~