lol..v long nv post liao wor! XD..

anw i am slacking away rite now cos prelims juz ended 2dae~~ :)..though we will not b spared from those mock papers 2 prep 4 alvls -.-..damn my break is gonna b a really short one though..n i sincerely hope tt my efforts will not go down e drain..well...at least for alvls...

too much things had happened..idk why but they r mostly bad stuffs tt i dun wish 2 talk abt..ppl may say i am overly sensitive..even 2 e most trivial stuff...but tt is e way i am mah..i get worked up easily..though i seem 2 b more picky now..wateva..mayb i shld juz b selfish n simply care abt myself n not others..after all..nobody will bother if u care..n they may even think u hv ulterior motives..or rather ppl find u easy 2 bully..why shld i worry abt others when i hv 2 worry abt myself first?tts life..its a matter of survival..chasing in e rat race..

honestly..i feel tt i am too kind 2 some ppl..not tt i wan gain credit 4 doing good deeds..after all zu ren wei kuai le zi ben wat..i dun mind helping those who really need my help..but really..i find out tt they dun deserve at all..like they dun give u good stuff they hv even when u hv given them..i mean..i didnt ask 5 or expect any reward or anything..but its juz tt they shld at least try 2 do sth in return?dun they feel bad at all taking ur stuff n not doing anything in return?i wonder......
anyway i shall not say who am i referring 2..confidentality purposes......

well..this post is getting more emo..damn..tink i shld stop...but i shall end off wif a little warning: if any of u out there notice tt i hv become quite cold 2 u all..pls forgive me..cos i am conditioned 2 b like this.....