end of june!argh!!

Oh man..tmr will be 1 july..time flies!went dionne's hse 2dae, but went 2 mrs gopal's hse first.(mrs gopal is dionne's teacher).saw 2 cats-one of them is black n white, n its a male;n e other is white n a bit purplish(supposed 2 be black XD). dionne interviewed her, since i dun noe her well, n we recorded e voices.walked over 2 dionne's hse 2 video e chinchillas...they r sooo cute! e tails r bushy, n e fur r soo soft!:))aniwae, when we recorded them, they looked into e camera n tried 2 sniff it. they did not want 2 be locked in e cage aft tat, cos they wan 2 continue 2 be in e cam.haha:P...oh ya, miss chan sent us e photos...i miss her sia...she can teach la..at least she has longer teaching experience.sigh..why e experienced teachers start leaving ever since i joined zhss..then all e newer teachers stay behind:((. i miss miss chan n her smiles, mr yeo n mr quek 4 their humour(i have e honour of being mr quek's hist.rep;D) n mrs seah 4 her patience in teaching maths(without her, i tink my maths cannot pull up from C6 to A1). but some of e new teachers(those who joined zhss last yr or tis yr) r quite nice...like mr poh. haiz, some of e teachers havent teach 4 a yr or so then they left leh...
Yay!can bring hp liao!:))then no need 2 worry abt being checked. but e rules r strict. i mean, wats e diff between silent n off mode, so long as it does not disturb anione rite? better finish my hmk soon!

Whew 2nd dae of sch

Wow...didnt expect myself 2 be going 2 sch 4 e 2nd dae juz after sch reopens...time really flies...aniwae, ruiying chunged places wif vincent n now she is sitting next 2 me, juz like when we were having hcl lessons.erm..looks like i have 2 get used 2 it lah...i mean i sat next 2 him 4 e past sem...e change is kinda abrupt...tats why i stil cannot get used 2 e sitting arrsgement even though ruiying has been my classmate 4 e past 2 yrs..i mean, its not tat i dun like 2 sit wif her...its juz tat i cant help her much in maths. actually, i am quite weak in maths, but beocs mr poh set e midyear paper which i feel tat it is easy...tats why i can score A1. but actually, i juz cannot explain clearly e workings. n it is vincent who actually helped me in my maths...credit goes 2 him n mr poh, who was patient wif me when i bugged him eif qns, n most imptly, God who gave me tis fren 2 help me...but i juz have no chance 2 tell him abt God...i tink he is a christian..not sure.aniwae, on e 1st dae, youyuan gave me a brush...quite nice of her:)n duirng el lesson, we had 2 present our video, which was like sooo funny.n i was like oh my goodness, becos our video was really funny..wif e ice as hail n yanyu saying out my name in e video.we were like, oh man, we will have no pride once we show tis...thanks goodness my frens didnt ask me abt my name being mentioned(Phew!)n i tink those ppl watching e video muz be laughing like crazy xP.gosh, i tink mrs raj muz be laughing too...i muz be laughing e loudest aomng e 3 of us...cos we r like hiding behind e table...n vincent actually told me tat we should put e video on youtube..then there will be a million views...argh!!hahahahahahaha!:PPPPaniwae, they changed timetable again n i have 2 repack my bag.buoibuoi!(learnt from my best fren yixin in pri sch):)

Haiz...so "sian"

Haiz, feeling so tired 2dae...i mean emotionally tired, not physically. i juz feel like snapping apart. i mean, i am starting to feel the heat again...after e hols, i tink i will juz snap...tinking abt those ppl who got so good results...abt e high competition in class makes me tired...e rat race is juz too much 4 me 2 bear...i juz wanna get away or sth...maybe stay in tioman 4 gd...get away from e hustle n bustle of s'pore. its juz so hard 2 have a relaxing sch life in zhss...i juz dun understand why ppl can be so"kiasu" even b4 taking e olevels...then how abt e sec 4s..wont they find life stressful?maybe, juz tat they dun wanna say it out...i understand tat sec 3 is e foundation yr..tat u muz understand e topics...or else u will lose out. i noe, n its not tat i dun wan 2 stud hard...its juz tat ppl r sooo concerned abt their marks, their class n level positions, n abt getting A1 4 all e subjects...n they nvr spared a thought 4 others at all...when others do well, they become really jealous. understandable...but sometimes ppl cannot get wat they want all e time...n they have 2 accept it...whether they like it or not...i mean, nobody wants 2 lose out...but sometimes its inevitable...i juz have 2 accept it when i am the 30-40 in class...n try my best lor. juz tell urself tat u have tried ur best...n continue 2 depend on God...even during hard times, God will still be wif us..e trials r meant 2 shape us...maybe i should juz buck up...aniwae, went 2 meet dionne n yanyu 4 proj at mac...then went 2 yanyu's house 4 e video...her house is really big...n our video is really humourous...we cut out paper houses n ppl...n taped e so called natural disasters caused by global warming...n e "organisations" tat deal wif them...haha.even used ice from e fridge as hail,n poor dionne got her hands hit by e ice, but dunno teacher accept or not...i hope so
Aleios!!!

Back from vacation!!!:DDD

Yesterday juz came back from tioman....feel so reluctant 2 go back 2 e reality of sch opening soon...sigh...went snorkelling around e island..e fishes r sooo cute!:)they r so colourful n i even saw a fish with a bottlenose beak!!!wonder wat is e name of e fish. n e corals r so nice, they may not be colourful, but they r big!!n we can actually see e fishes from e boat itself!:) too bad cant take photos underwater....sigh.such a breathtaking scenery...e water is so clear too...e fishes r swimming close 2 u...one of e fishes evenn nibbled my fingers...haha...but u have 2 breathe through ur mouth...e nose is covered n it is soo hard 2 breathe! got 2 get used 2 it 4 some time...it is such a gd n rare experience...too bad my friend did not go....she has 2 prepare 4 e olevels...sigh...then i will have somone 2 talk to...thank God tat he created e sea with fishes teeming in e water...no wonder he is e Creator God...he could just create juz by e word of his mouth...n in juz 6 daes!!Amazing!i juz cant help but say wow...n e hotel room is spacious...though we need 2 squeeze together in 1 room cos e room is too expensive...at least i did not regret going 2 tioman...oh ya, while we were having lunch, i saw many stray kittens...soo cute!!:Dtook some photos, dunno how 2 upload though...maybe later...got 2 revise soon...muz not waste my last 4 daes of sch hols...wonder when yanyu n dionne gonna start e project...

Feeling relaxed 2dae

Finally, i have completed my hol hmk!!!;))))n i am so excited, we r going on a holidae 2 pulau tioman tmr!:)so i wont touch e blog 4 daes...hahaha....aniwae muz do my final editting 4 bio b4 printing...dunno whether teacher will accept or not....haiz....after coming back muz start revising...first my weak subjects...going 2 have o level normal chinese exam soon....dunno wat 2 study..n i am so scared of e listening compre..gosh, i cant even get an A 4 tat...ppl get 18/20 or sth....oral n written exam should be ok...nvm, juz try my best lar, muz get a A1..then no need 2 worry abt bio or hcl...cos i cannot put hcl as L1 if going 2 put cl as R5....but muz worry abt com humans..cos it has 2 be included in R5...sigh...i juz dun understand e qns 4 soc.studies at all!i mean, how my friends managed 2 understand them while i dont...n miss chan is leaving 4 sydney 2 study..sigh, i will miss her...but luckily going 2 have miss fu(i think)2 teach us ss:)))maybe she can help me get an A1....since i got an A1 4 history before...but i dunno abt geog elect...sigh, wait when sch reopen then see...

Feeling tired 2dae

Sigh, i haven finish my hmk yet...i dunno wat 2 do 4 my hcl project. xueting told me sth like u have 2 make sure cai lao shi knows tat u hav read e bk by doing a chuang yi du hou gan...n e stories dun link at all...n ijuz cant summarise e bio research in juz 1 page.1 page!imagine trying 2 shrink a 5 page research into 1...aniwae, went 2 tekong yesterdae...n watch e passing out parade n bring my bro back...took some photos...but i am not uploading them...e pics r too dark.n also watched shrek 3 after dinner..haha.e show is funny,like how shrek actually dreamt of having hundreds of babies after realising fiona was pregnant:)))Aniwae, gtg 2 continue e hmk...may be away 2 pulau tioman 4 hol soon.Yay!!!;)))

Holidaes r drawing 2 a close soon!!!

Whoa, time really flies!Now, we r in e middle of e june hols.n sch is reopening soon...sigh.i still have not completed my hmk..n i did not start on my rev at all=X.man,i am wasting my time instaed of using it productively n i am letting God down...but i juz cannot help it...i am so so tired.guess i did not have enough rest...:-(((.yesterdae bought bio guides at popular 4 revision.e books r so expensive!argh.i had better start reading them...or else i will be guilty of wasting money n time;).i dunno, when i was doing my bio research, i was sooo frustrated that i could not e info i want...sigh.it is soohard 2 suppress my frustration n everything, when i did not get 2 do exactly any rev n not being able 2 complete my hmk.this is juz so unlike me,i would complete my hmk before doing my rev..now it seems e spark is not there:((((.i wanna scream or vent my anger, but there's no place 4 me 2 do so...haiz, my bio is e worst subject, n i am worried abt my com.humanities...i muz get an A1(humanities is supposed 2 be my strongest subject, but i onli get B).sigh...i dunno wat 2 do abt bio...muz do sth quick before ny marks pull down my overall 4 EOY.aniwae,gtg now, have 2 jiayou..n not let anyone down.Good luck!!;).God, if i have let u down, sorry!!

hihi everyone,
at last, my first blog is born!=)and guess what, this is my first post...anyway, i hope to be able to confide in this blog and share my latest events to everyone...ok i know there is no tagboard but maybe there will be one soon...so be patient, k?;Pi think u all can post ur comments on this blog, or is it?oh ya, n i did not put any links or wateva...maybe i should go ask my brother soon... hahaha.oh n my personal profile is shown twice!!!oops.
anyway, i shouldn't make e post too long 4 now.anyway, i did not mention that i have a brother who is in army now, n of course my parents...n we r living under one roof(like duh!haha-_-"')
ohno,its getting late!n i have not finished my hol hmk!!!garh, i muz chiong during this time 4 e EOY exams.:DWish me luck!!!