happy-ness:D

omg..super happy 2dae..cos i got 2 go back 2 zhss after like soo long!!:D..haha..den i saw my frens!!;D..was super high in sch..n i was crapping wif e tchers;)..oh..n they r havin tchers' dae dinner 2nite!!so jealous sia..xD..so most of them actually went home..n some also rushing 2 go back home..so sisnt really talk 2 them..but we r quite lucky 2 b able 2 see most of them:D:D..

aww..my tchers very cute leh..xD..haha..they r still as cheerful as ever..really made my dae sia=D..oh..n we wen tmacs 4 lunch after tt..so sweet 2 hav them ard;D..hope i can get 2 go back nxt yr!!;P..i miss my sec sch tchers soo much sia!!;D

anw some pics..enjoy!:D



frens!!;D




my super caring n friendly geog tcher!!her concern still shows..which is great!!:D




my super enthu n caring phy tcher!!^^she really noes how 2 make phy lessons very interesting!!:D


my pretty n encouraging chinese tcher!!haha..deapite being very strict..she still wrote pretty long words of encouragement sometimes..n most of e time they r really unexpected!thks soo much!!:D



of course..how can i forget my macho n caring form tcher!!xD..i will seriously die 4 my maths w/o him sia!!;P

anw..to all my ex n current tchers out there..HAPPY TEACHER'S DAE!!^^(dunno if my tchers will see tis though..xD)

internet's quite good 2dae..so shall crap here b4 i concentrate on my hmk..o.O

yes..my internet suck cos i was constantly getting disconnected despite e attempts 2 connect..so didnt manage 2 discuss pw online yesterdae..Dx..n i gotta redo my part..cos some parts dun make sense..rawr!!but of course..tis was ok compared 2 OP!!!it really gives me e creeps..i mean..i heard tt each one hav 2 ans a qn from e examiner..n den u hav 2 ans it urself..OMG..my part is alr screwed enough..den i am soo soo scared tt i cant ans e qn..>.<..i felt really insecure n afraid when i tink abt it..

ok i may b tinking too much..but honestly..i will go crazy if i dun vent it somewhere..n as i type tis out..i feel really uncomfortable inside..n i really dun feel good abt op n wr:(..i may b a wet blanket 2 some..but really..when i hav tis feeling..chances r i cant do well in them:/..i rmbed e day when i had 2 take my olevel cl results..n i had tis same feeling..n when i got it back..i didnt do well as i had expected..so..whenever i hav such feelings..it means something bad will happen..i really really hope tt i am wrong..like really..its very difficult..i really wan 2 get a B..or mayb A 4 pw..seriously..i am afraid 2 b one of those who get C..cos tis implies tt my efforts hav gone down e drain..

sigh..look like i hav 2 get back 2 my eom n wr..n hope tt i can get op off my head..4 now..

i tink u r juz plain immature..i mean..i noe i dun hav e right 2 judge others..cos we r all imperfect..n i may b immature as well..or perhaps even worse..but really..i feel tt u juz dun tink abt e consequences b4 u talk..really..u juz dun spare a thot 4 others..how others will feel hurt upon hearing it..we may not show it..but inside..we feel humiliated..really..some of us even pretend nth happened or simply ignore wat u say..but u hav alr hurt us indirectly..u tink u r really smart..u tink wateva u say is right n so we muz listen 2 u n such..but i tink we hav e right nt 2 listen 2 u..cos i feel tt u dun really deserve our respect..even though we r aware tt we shld respect u..

i wan go back 2 zhss 4 tcher's dae!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D

haha..managed 2 kope some photos 2dae..but not all la..nvr mind..i am gg 2 bug des 2 send all e class photos 2 us..xD..lol..who ask me 2 b so lao tu n dun create facebk acc..xD..if not i can go kope all e photos myself from his acc mah..xP..but it is ok..i shall remain tt way..only 4 now??xD..heehee..

omg..i cant wait 4 tchers dae sia!!i wan go back see my frensssss!!!!xP..so excited..haha..i also wan 2 see all my ex tchers!!aww~~lol..tinking of such stuffs really gets me on a high..even more effective than coffee..xD..hope they r doing fine..hmm:)

ok..i better not get too happy yet..still haven decide wat 2 get 4 e tchers..of course tt includes e current tchers duh..lol..haiz..i dunno if i got time 2 buy leh..sad sia..hope got some time tis wk lo..xD

ciao!!

yayy..chem spa over liao!!;D;D..quite ok la..juz tt i am nt too sure abt certain qns:)anw jiayous 4 those who hav nt taken it yet:D..

anw outing 2 celebrate ym bdae was really fun!!haha..had nvr been soo happy le..deprived childhood..anw met ym n xt 2 buy cake..den we also went timezone!!omg..e last time i went was eons ago *ahem*..yupp..when i was still very small..lols..n i got bullied by them dere..o.O..cos there was tis drum thingy n ym made me choose e bdae song 4 her!!:o..den i hav 2 play it leh..omg..so embarrassing la!!:P

den we slacked at macs while waiting 4 jess 2 come along..haha..n i dunno why xt keep linking me wif jess la:/..den aft we went maimai hse..haha..1st time leh..den we keep talking abt some sch scandals;p..so all of us xcept ym went into e rm..n drew pics behind e jigsaw..ym so poor thing leh..very lonely..den dere was once when she came into e rm..n we were like omg 2 chased her out..phew!haha..den xt sabo me draw some..cos i frm va mah..haha..jess drew better than me lo..as usual..xD..but e jigsaw very nice leh..unicorn!!:D yupp..nth much happened aft tt..shall nt go into it..but yup..i hope all of us hav fun!!:D..oh ya..maimai muz get well soon hor..xD

gtg liao..hmk queue is getting longer~~~..typical dae indeed:X

i am nt a gd example 4 others 2 follow..
i am nt showing myself 2 others wat i shld b..
i hav let too many ppl down..n hav disappointed them along e way..
i juz dun hav e courage 2 apologise..
so i will juz hav 2 do it here..
i am juz soo unworthy:/

quick post..

yupp..using my bro's laptop rite now..cos when i was using e desktop comp..e whole screen blanked out..n e cpu shut down>.<.argh..den i was trying 2 restart e comp like almost 10 times:X..i am not exaggerating though.cos i was in ivle downloading stuff n i was really despo 2 get back into my acc..oh well..was unsuccessful..n smsed my mum..den she told me 2 shut down e comp..n my dad will fix it when they come back..sigh:/..hope nth is lost in e comp..cos there r quite a lot of impt stuff in dere..but ya..i actually felt sth is wrong while using it..cos there is some weird smell(kinda like burnt metal)n also e cpu was really hot despite e short time period of comp use..wateva..was really frustrated..hmm..

phy spa was kinda screwed..but overall i tink i did ok..well hopefully..lets hope all of us will do well 4 chem spa:)..good luck ppl!:D

oh ya..i managed 2 pass napfa!!:D.haha..quite happy la..cos i seriously juz wan 2 get over it quick;)..but hey..i tink God really has good timing..cos when i failed twice..i was really worried abt my shuttle run..cos e floor at mph is really slippery..so it is pretty hard 4 me 2 carry it out..den when i had my retest..e tcher took me 2 e netball court..where e floor is rougher n easier 2 pass:D..woohoo..n yupp..i tink God created tis moment 2 help me pass:D..actually there is a long story behind tis whole thing..but due 2 personal reasons..i shall not elaborate too much on it..anw i want thk my frens 4 supporting me..like helpin me pass sit n reach by making me stretch like nuts..xD..

cant wait 4 tmr!!haha..gg 2 celebrate my fren bdae wif some other frens:D..cant wait 2 see my old frens again;D..anw happy bdae ym!:D

but argh..feel so demoralised when i saw e wr..gosh..sometimes i wonder..am i really tt stupid?as in..i juz seem 2 b unable 2 link evrything 2gether..n make e whole thing sound ok:/..sry 2 those who r in my grp..D:..i dun mean 2 b emo or anything..but seriously..i juz hav tis feeling..n i juz feel tt i am gg 2 cause everyone 2 score badly becos of e fact tt i suck at doing such stuffs:X..ok i noe tt certain parts may lead 2 me scoring differently from e others..but still..e grp comp takes up a larger percentage(i tink so??)..but wateva it is..i cant believe tt pw is gg2 affect where i want 2 go in uni:(..some courses tt i want 2 go 2 look at pw..omg..so sad..juz by tinking of it makes me lose my slp n appetite..Dx

i juz wana go out tmr n forget abt it temporarily..haha..seriously cant take it anymore>.<

Happy bdae Singapore!!:D:D

ok..tmr is national dae!!which means holidaes..but wif debts 2 clear:/

finally completed e paper bag design n e kindness poster!!;D
they made my dae sia..xD
now it is back 2 serious business..

ok..aj concert quite sian leh..like e only thing tt kept me really entertained r e vids..some very hilarious..haahaa..xD
well..not very sure abt vids from other classes..but those i hav seen so far r good!!xD..n tt includes my class duh..xP
oh ya..good job suipeng:D..nxt yr if u r parade commander again den muz send tremors thruout aj wif ur super loud voice hor..xD

oh..n i heard tt e tchers in zhss r made 2 dance on stage..haha..so cool!!too bad cant get 2 watch it..aww..juz brought back memories last yr..e lower sec ppl were havin games or wateva..n e upper sec were asked 2 go 2 e hall 4 concert..lol..n initially we thot it is gg 2 b very sian..but hey.we found ourselves super high..esp us sec4s..n we were singing n dancing..haha..xD..yupp..we went crazy..n had loads of fun:D..n we even asked e choir 4 encore..cos they sang really well:)..haha..tt was e last national dae in zh lo..so sad..

all good things will come 2 an end somedae..n these will only b past memories..tis is simply inevitable..but e only thing we can do is 2 try recall them once in a while..esp when u r down..n also kept e things tt r able 2 bring them back..as reminders of e wonderful past..tt way..we can brighten up those dark daes:)