rawr!!ptm tmr!!:/..lol..actually my parents alr noe my results le..but they gg 2 see tcher tmr..n tmr is dad's bdae:(..feel so terrible inside..omg i realised tt e alvl result 4 last yr j2s falls on my bdae!!!wth!!thk goodness i am born one yr later..lol..

srsly..i tink nxt yr will release e results on a dae close 2 my bdae..cant b on my bdae cos it falls on sat nxt yr..n whether it will b my best pressie or worse really depends on my performance..but look at me~~~n my results..i srsly doubt my ability..n e sch claims tt we nvr study..ok mayb tt applies 2 some ppl..but COME ON LAH I PURPOSELY DEDICATED A WK 4 EACH OF MY WEAKER SUBJECTS HOR..SO TT I CAN PRACTISE OK..DUN U DARE ACCUSE ME OF NOT GIVING MY BEST..STOP MAKING SUCH BASELESS ACCUSATIONS..U R JUZ TRYING 2 TELL ME MY IQ V LOW RITE??!!U SHLD HV JUZ CHASED ME OUT OF SCH LAST YR WHEN I WAS JUZ PLAIN LUCKY 2 SCRAPE THRU PROMOS LO!!I AM NT CUT OUT 4 JC MAH..I MAY GET RETAINED IN J2 NXT YR OR GO STRAIGHT 2 NYP!!WTH!!!><

ok enough of ptless ranting..juz not gonna get me anywhere..well wat can i say?i focused alot on my weaker subs n i still fail..n those tt i didnt study at all or juz a bit actually got me passes-.-..e latter seems 2 b a gd thing..but does tt mean tt i shldnt b studying so hard in order 2 pass everything??=.="gosh..my efforts dun seem 2 b paying off at all..

2 those ppl who still complain despite doing well esp A-Cs..pls stop ur nonsense n b contented wif ur results can anot??!!u shld b thankful tt u hv e capability 2 get such grades tt many desire n yet u r nt happy?!u r juz unappreciative of ur talents n if u r so unhappy..why dun u juz donate ur capabilities 2 us n keep getting e so called common grades..mayb u will understand how we feel..mayb u will change ur horrible attitude..n 2 those ppl who dun mean it when they say they dun do well..pls stop being such dirty liars!!u r only cheating urself n gg against ur conscience..wait till ur pants go up on fire den u noe ah!!liar liar pants on fire~~~~!!!!

another wk has passed..n weekends r finally here once again!:)..wish they can stay:)

anw wat i can only say nw is tt i totally dread sch:( srsly..it seems a chore 2 get up from ved n take 853 2 sch..even e bus rides r getting really boring..a stark contrast from when i first joined aj(call me crazy)..like..there seems 2 b no meaning in education..qns will keep popping up in my head..like why am i studying a certain sub etc..honestly..i may seem 2 b ok in sch..putting up a strong front 4 everyone..like i heck care abt everything..but it juz seems not like myself..call me hypocrite AGAIN i dun care but see 4 urself when u r in sch..i am juz plain deceptive..i tink i am juz cheating myself:/
juz wish tt those last few mths can b over asap!!den tt nightmare shall only b a memory 2 b erased..well at least until e dae when we get back results..
n i was really enlightened by some ppl..cos they had affirmed tt wat i had done is rite so far(almost all):)..yea cos some stuffs happened tt really made me down..n these ppl had believed in me..thks!:D

its over!!(4 now)

MYCTs r over!!haish..dreaded tt wk leh...haha..cos i screwed up everything..mainly becos didnt finish e papers..die liao..my target of passing all subs cfm cannot meet de><..den still got prelims n alvl 2 go..wth!!!my studies r really getting cmi liao..haish..how how how??????:/ :x o.O

aiya..wateva..i cant change my fate anw..i can only wish 4 miracles...

buttt..i received an sms tt got me really distracted!!haha..cos e sms made my dae n i cant help but keep on reading it all over again!!lol!!even though it may seem v no big deal 2 me..it sort of boost my morale!:D:D..will talk abt it some other time:):)..

looking forward tmr 2 my so called peaceful haven tmr!!haha..will only b back on sun!:)n youth dae hol also!!great..finally can sleep like a pig!xD..