got back my results..n there is only one word 2 describe my results..HORRID
e only comforting thing is tt i managed 2 improve in most of my subjects..thk God:D
but den..i got 2 Us..which means..i did not meet e criteria 4 2h2 n 2h1 passes:x
was really disappointed..even aft moderation..i still did nt meet e criteria>.<
n i was really worried tt i get retained..but den..when my fren told me tt above 30 rankpts can still get promoted..i was relieved..but den..i was encouraged 2 drop one h2 sub to h1..n i REALLY dun wan 2 drop..cos i dun wan 2 regret l8r on..
n i am worried 4 my frens..esp those in grp D (those cfm kicked out of aj)..
but i wan thk God 4 a miracle..cos my fren was in grp D..but den she became in grp C (which is those who hav 2 retake n whether can stay in aj or not depends on ur results..n i tink even if u do well..also can hav option 2 retain)..
yupp..so we r gg give her intensive tuition..n make sure she gets promoted wif us..jiayou girl!!;D;D;D
n of course dere r ppl in grp A n B...those who hav 2 drop but get promoted n those who may get retained(i tink dere is retest also..)respectively..but i wonder abt those who take 3h2 n 1h1..i mean they cant possibly take 2h2 n 2h1 rite?
anw..those who hav 2 take retest..JIAYOUS!!!:D:D:D
i tink i was nearly in grp A or B..but i agree totally wif e phrase no news is good news:)..cos i was not informed 2 see e principal..cos those who r in any of e grps hav 2 see her:/..which means i am not in any grp..
wateva..i gotta focus on pw rite now..dun wanna tink abt my results anymore:X

:'(

feeling quite terrible now~~even though there is still some stuffs 2 look forward 2..
well..happy deepavali!!:D..esp 2 e indians..haha..speaking of tt..i am most prob gg 2 my fren's hse 4 cele!!:D..spicy food n desserts!!lols..
ok i am gg 2 b really random at some parts..so forgive me if i sound weird..
anw watched tis show on okto on body art..as in those perm tattoos n wateva..n they show tis portion on how ppl actually use hot metal 2 draw designs on their skin..*ouch!!*den they mentioned abt despite all e horrid smell of burnt skin n ultra pain some still went 4 it cos e tattoos give them a new sense of identity..
hmm..i feel tt there r actually better ways of expressing our own personality other than tis..like seriously..i tink tis is pretty extreme..like 4 me i will definitely not go 4 it..i mean i cant stop others from doing it..but i tink e pain is not worth it..even though it may seem short term or very "exciting" so 2 speak..oh well..
n speaking of piercings n stuffs..i went 2 pierce my ears recently..n oh man..i tink it hurts at tt moment la!!omg..so much 4 beauty argh..i tink its more than juz ant bite lo!!i tink it seems like a bullet actually shot thru ur ears..owww~~..but oh well..at least its not as painful as other body art though..
ah..i tink aft promos r quite bad..like getting cooped wif most dreaded subj ever!!roar!!i will rather do hrs of maths n phy than 2 do even 1 hr of it la!!:(..haiz..juz wan get over tis quick!!R.A.W.R!!!!!

~temporary freedom~

well~promos r alr over!!:D..now i can use e comp as much as i like:)..well at least 4 e moment..
but..i dun seem 2 b as happy as i shld..really..in fact..e percentage of my feelings after promos was only 45% happy..like i am not juz worried abt e grades..but also whether i can get on 2 nxt yr>.<..it is not tt i am obsessed wif good grades or wateva(i mean ppl definitely wan 2 hav them rite?)..but it is partly becos of my parents..
i mean..it is ok 2 hav high expectations of ur children..expecting them 2 grow up 2 become useful n wateva..but then..i tink parents shld understand tt if their children hav alr tried their best n yet they r unable 2 do things like complete e paper..den i tink they shld atencourage e children 2 work harder nxt yr or wateva..after al life is not juz abt grades rite??
but den..after my maths paper(which was really _____)..i told my parents tt i may not b able 2 pass overall due 2 e paper being ______..n u noe wat?my father gave me tis dun-give-me-tt-excuse look..n he asked me how much i got 4 midyr...n he said sth tt kinda shocked me..sth like dun use tt as an excuse..u cant afford 2 fail maths blahblah..when i told him many complained abt e paper..he sort of told me off n said n dun care abt e others..when i told him many did nt do well 4 midyr and also e estimated % of failures in cohort..esp my class..he said tt there r still ppl who did well=.=..he seemed 2 b hinting me tt why i cant b like those who did well>:(..aiya..i was so pissed off i felt like telling him who ask him 2 hav someone like me so stupid n slow in learning lo..den i felt insulted n hurt:'(..tt he dun seem 2 trust even his daughter:x
n yesterdae..when he asked me abt phys(which was also _____)...i told him e same thing as tt dae..he was said sarcastically oh why e sch made u all suffer..so poor thing-.-..man..my appetite was so spoilt i didnt finish my dinner..
i mean..i noe he meant well 4 me..but den i tink his tone n wat he said is really..
oh well..better dun tink too much..dun even wan tink abt results anw..