had moved to another blog..a private one..for the purpose of ranting n wadeva without being judged..but may still post here once in a while..perhaps to post good news?hmm..we shall see...

no one can understand the agony n struggles that i am going through

well wad can i say?i haven been blogging alr!even since e end of e omg super emo alvl life~~by right i shld hv e time 2 do it but i end up get more busy!:D vacation jobs, overseas trips, uni prep blahblahblah~~

not sure if its a gd thing or bad thing~~but at least i am now less emo?hehe..even though uni is worse than alvl i gotta admit cos of e workload..butbutbut at least i can get 2 choose wad i wanna do!:D (well not always unfortunately cos of insufficient pts 2 buy e mods tt i really wan study)..oh well i shall train my patience n wait until i accumulate more pts!:P

oh ya i m supposed 2 say wad class i took like eons ago right!:P yupp i finally can say wad is it cos i graduated!:P n wad other lessons can u think of other than driving??!!YAYY!!:D muahaha~~ok la i noe some might think its no big deal but 2 me its a miracle!:D actually my results arent fantasic cos i juz passed..if i overshot i will b a goner~~but e fact tt most of my lessons b4 e test r quite horrid means its not bad alr!:D ok shall leave out e details though..or else its gonna b some novel!:P actually i got many ppl 2 thank..e wonderful tester n some of e instructors n most imptly, God!!:D i din do it all by myself~~:D

anw now its so called 1 wk hol which actually its mug time!:( cos CAs r coming!>< gosh beta go back on track soon!v impt 4 a gd CAP score!:D buaisss!

blogosphere..

ok~~~so alvls is finally over!(a few wks ago actually)..hmm i thot i wld b v happy tt its over..but somehow i am not as happy as i shld b..it juz seems like a dream..sth like oh its over?tts gd kind of feeling..not e whee!!its over!! feeling..haha..ok i shall not tink abt it 4 now..hehe..later den worry..

didnt go prom cos i was away in msia..haha opp cost la u noe XD..hmm i am kinda jealous of those who can go as i see more prom pics coming up on fb news feed..but of course i also find e event quite ex..cos e total cost includes a new dress n makeup..haha so its ok..anw i had a gd time over at msia :D..

cant wait 2 go out wif my bestie :D..totally miss her loads sia..mayb cos we were once enemies n so when we become frens we r quite close?haha quite funny actually..anw i finally signed up 4 a class!XD..shall not reveal wat class it is until later when i succeeded in completing it :D..hmm n i am still looking 4 a job..actually someone alr called me but its a recruitment agency so my job's not cfmed..hmm hope my other applications can get thru..wish me luck!:D..oh well i beta study 4 my class!hehe..its definitely beta than studying 4 alvls!XD..cos e thing tt is learnt will b useful!:D:D:D

counting down:approx 26 hrs 15 min more 2 liberation dae!:D

scared, really scared..i could not imagine retaining..its even worse than getting kicked out of sch 2 go poly..i am afraid tt my efforts r wasted..n i totally dislike tt helplessness as i watch ppl get back their results n whopping wif joy when they seem 2 b slackers...

i wish i could run away from it..n sleep away n forget abt it..but when i wake up..i had 2 face reality...

hais wat 2 do??juz try my best once n 4 all in tis last chance!n hopefully my 2yrs worth of efforts pay off!:)..jiayou!!!:D (as 4 wat kind of results i will get..ishall not worry!:D)

anw i wan thk one of my best fren 4 encouraging me:D..n she sent me tis: trust in e Lord with all ur heart n lean not on ur own understanding.in all ur ways acknowledge Him n he will make ur path straight prov 3:5-6

well~ 2dae is our so called last dae of sch!dunno if i shld b sad or happy..but i did not cry during farewell lol!!prolly becos e assembly is not solemn..haha..tis yr one is abit more boring than last yr..cos they only show vids n some student performances..n we had 2 keep standing aiyo!soo squeezy alr still hv 2 sit n stand..haha..but overall still quite funny..i like e arts n pe dept one!soo funny!chem n phy one also ok la..but if only phy one got more tchers involved in e skit lol!lang dept one also quite lol!!doing e yog dance hahaha!but sad thing is theres no vid from maths dept!:(..aiyo how can liddat sia!n we all tio scammed when we thot tt there will b free icecream!ohman..calling e icecream ppl come 2 sch also called surprise??!!lol

i prolly will miss VA n some of my frens n tchers..but overall i dun miss aj compared 2 zhss..even thot e patriotic zhss feel has sort of wore off..i feel tt zh hv many beta aspects compared 2 aj..mayb i spend 4 yrs there compared 2 2 yrs in aj?so far..e only thing is tt aj has helped me nurture my love 4 art thru VA..or else i will b juz an empty shell..

i can still rmb 2 yrs ago we were given red carpet treatment juz as e tchers got 4 tcher's dae..n some more we had buffet..though nth much..n how serious n touching e scene was..almost everyone got rabbit eyes(lol!)..hiash tt time was e end of e 4yrs n e beginning of olvl battle..though e sch changed quite a bit like e vision..i still rmb e old one:to make zhss our second home..n somehow i realised it only aft leaving..but anw..all gd things come 2 an end..

aft saying so much..i will b on hiatus once again!cos e alvl battle has juz begun!:D..jiayous 2 those taking alvls also!:):)..cant wait 4 29nov 2 come!:)