Haiz...so "sian"

Haiz, feeling so tired 2dae...i mean emotionally tired, not physically. i juz feel like snapping apart. i mean, i am starting to feel the heat again...after e hols, i tink i will juz snap...tinking abt those ppl who got so good results...abt e high competition in class makes me tired...e rat race is juz too much 4 me 2 bear...i juz wanna get away or sth...maybe stay in tioman 4 gd...get away from e hustle n bustle of s'pore. its juz so hard 2 have a relaxing sch life in zhss...i juz dun understand why ppl can be so"kiasu" even b4 taking e olevels...then how abt e sec 4s..wont they find life stressful?maybe, juz tat they dun wanna say it out...i understand tat sec 3 is e foundation yr..tat u muz understand e topics...or else u will lose out. i noe, n its not tat i dun wan 2 stud hard...its juz tat ppl r sooo concerned abt their marks, their class n level positions, n abt getting A1 4 all e subjects...n they nvr spared a thought 4 others at all...when others do well, they become really jealous. understandable...but sometimes ppl cannot get wat they want all e time...n they have 2 accept it...whether they like it or not...i mean, nobody wants 2 lose out...but sometimes its inevitable...i juz have 2 accept it when i am the 30-40 in class...n try my best lor. juz tell urself tat u have tried ur best...n continue 2 depend on God...even during hard times, God will still be wif us..e trials r meant 2 shape us...maybe i should juz buck up...aniwae, went 2 meet dionne n yanyu 4 proj at mac...then went 2 yanyu's house 4 e video...her house is really big...n our video is really humourous...we cut out paper houses n ppl...n taped e so called natural disasters caused by global warming...n e "organisations" tat deal wif them...haha.even used ice from e fridge as hail,n poor dionne got her hands hit by e ice, but dunno teacher accept or not...i hope so
Aleios!!!