haiz.........

goodness...flunked my stupid phy test last fri...feel so angry n sad..i mean, tis is e end of yr..n e % is higher...if tis is e midyr...i wouldnt be so depressed..or maybe if i am not in my class, with smarties who claim tat they dun do well or tat they r extremely stuckup n being showoffs...but reality is cruel...face it man...sigh:((((n i am very scared, cos mrs ngiam may take out e qns which is wrong but i got it correct..my precious mark will be gone.GONE!!!which means i will have 45 instead of 48..congrats man...i dun rmb failing very drastically...phys some more..supposed 2 score better than bio...mow i am worried abt emaths...screwed some qns, n i dun have a gd feeling abt tis..went 2 chen su lan methodist children's home 4 cip...e kids r sooo cute n innocent:))theres tis girl called siew lian:), n she gave me a piece of her "masterpiece", which is actually a piece of paper wif words written by her:)).she's cute, n laughs alot...haha. i wrote 4 her some words 2..didnt prepare a nice present 4 her:(. feel so sorry 4 em..broken familes=shaterred innocent hearts, but they juz treat it like nothing happened...so thankful tat both my parents r around..how i wish i am juz as innocent..n pretend nothing happened...n need not worry abt tests n stuff..no tears n anguish over trival matters...sigh...