my future is sealed..e journey awaits me

ah..nvr knew an sms will actually seal my future..tt sms seem nothing 2 anyone..but 2those who take posting results 2dae..tis moment is impt..was glad i got e choice i wan..but some of my ex-colleagues didnt manage 2..most of them had 2 make do wif 2nd or 3rd choice..i tink i am one of e lucky bunch who managed 2 get their 1st choice..hope tt they will b satisfied wif wat they got;D..even my fren whom i noe only got her 3rd choice..anyway..glad she is ok wif it..
n i so wan 2 go out wif my ex-colleagues can..like they r a bunch of nice ppl..n i dun tink anyone of them is going there x(..so sad..i will really like 2 see them in e same sch as me..but really..it seems tt majority go poly..n someone is going tj..argh:(..kinda regret choosing aj after tt..but now..come 2 think abt it..i dun regret it now..cos seriously..i cant stand e fact of having 2 travel 4 an hour 2 n fro(which adds up 2 2hrs total journey time) n not being able 2 read or do hmk on e bus 4 fear of getting dizzy-.-..or not being able 2 catch a nap on e bus cos u hav 2 risk missing e stop:X..yup..n having 2 face very stressful lives in better jcs(no offense 2 those ppl going prestigious jcs)..juz dun like being treated as transparent..like being inignificant n a good-4-nothing..cos i had been treated like tt once n i had enough..really..i detested tt feeling 4 tt yr..i dun wan talk abt:S..even in sec sch i was treated tt way sometimes..but not as bad as tt yr in pri sch..got used 2 it mah..but tt SUCKS..rawr><..i dun wa tt nightmare2 happen 2 me once again..n i a afraid tt it wld happen even in aj n not juz e other better jcs-.-
countdown 2 sch..new frens..new environment..new teachers..blahblah