bleah..

sometimes..we cannot control our destiny..we juz cant change e way we live..sigh..but i may b wrong..i dunno..
feeling very confused right now..i am accused of doing sth tt i didnt do..well..sort of..mayb i did do tt n pissed them off..but seriously..i REALLY cannot rmb anything like tt..haiz..mayb my memory is really tt bad??hope not..
gotta catch up real soon..now is unlike e past..last time..i am quite ok with lessons..i can at least understand most of e stuff..esp maths..of course not all e time though..now?i totally cannot understand certain topics..i stare at e notes 4 soo long still feel so blur..
i still feel tt my sec sch tchers r much better than jc tchers..they r e ideal tchers lo..strict yet caring..n at least i can understand wat they teach..most of e time..n u dun really hav probs wif hmk..like..u can finish very fast..now tutorials r dar difficult..stare at e qns soo long n yet u cannot understand e qns or u dunno wat 2 do..in e end..after many hrs..u didnt manage 2 finish..or mayb nvr do at all..feel so unproductive..e time so called wasted can actually b used 2 do other stuffs x(
oh well..better not talk too much..schedule is totally packed:(..gotta try b more productive now(ya rite)..rawr!!D: