my life is so screwed up..

i dun get it..why muz u compare us wif others??i noe we may be in e wrong sometimes..but does tt give u e rite 2 compare us wif others?
i dun understand..u claim tt we r not as smart as others..
do u tink we can b like others?smart n such?
if u really hate us so much..why dun u juz be wif them n throw us one side?
i dislike it when u keep comparing us wif others..
we seem 2 b so insignificant..u sound like u wan 2 disown us..
u keep criticising us..n praising others..
those praises tt we get from u r rare..really..
n u r afraid tt after u praise us we get swell headed n den we make mistakes..
i admit we r liddat sometimes..
but u juz dunno tt tis is my form of motivation..2 cont wif life even if other ppl treat us like dirt..
now..i juz feel life is meaningless..when u dun treat us as well as b4
u seem 2 find us a thorn in e flesh..even though u still did a lot 4 us..
i wanna thk u 4 e sacrifices n wateva u had done 4 us..
but now..i seriously need 2 tell u tt u dun seem 2 like us..
haiz..so wat if others r smart?i dun tink u noe life is not abt studies..