ptm 2dae is..oh well..shall not talk abt it..:/
finally completed wr 1st draft:D..but we still hav wrf n eom 2nd draft..x(
wateva..i am juz looking forward 2 national dae!!holidaes!!;D
had been reading my fren blog..n hey hey..most of e posts actually relate 2 me as well!!haha..it really struck how we being in e same situation can mean tt we can understand each other's feelings leh..xD..n ya..nowsdaes i agree wif most of e posts..hahaha;)
man..i am seriously deprived of my slp lo..Dx..sad..soo much things 2 do n soo little time 2 do..:(
mayb i shld put certain things on hold 1st n do e most impt things 1st???oh wellll..

my mood is totally spoilt..

sigh..sth happened..n it totally spoilt my mood completely Dx..now i juz cant seem 2 focus on wateva i am doing..like i was doing everything in a daze..n juz now..i was soo distracted..i simply juz dun feel like doing anything..n i was worried tt i will make stupid mistakes in my maths ans:/
anw my frens r also affected by tis incident..cheer up k?:D..we hav alr done our best..muz jian chi xia qu hor ;P..cheerios!!!;D
i guess we juz got 2 take things in our stride..n accept wateva comes our way..even if reality bites..wait..reality hav neither mouth nor teeth..so how can it bite?xD xD xD..but anw we muz press on n do our best!!yupp..so lets support each other n try harder nxt time yea? we can do it!!;D
parents tcher meeting tis fri..like omg..so fast!!ahhhh!!!*freak out freak out*

really high 2dae..4 some reason..even though there r some hiccups:D

2dae was simply an xception;)

why why why?????

omg omg omg..why is everything turning out tis way?i dun get it..i dun rmb doing such stuffs(or mayb i dun even do them at all)..n yet i receive tis kind of outcome/treatment/"reward"/blah blah blah..wat is tis man?!all tis juz does not make sense at all!!i dun understand how n why such things can happen 2 me..i mean..i noe there muz b a reason 4 tis 2 happen 2 me..but..i juz cannot stand it!!

D: Dx x( :/ >.< :( >:( :x :'(

hurt..insulted..angry..confused..helpless..lost..juz mixed feelings(mostly -ve..like duh-.-)

every cloud has a silver lining..mayb all tis is a blessing in disguise after all..hopefully..mayb i shld hav some +ve feelings??i dunno..i am not in a mood 2 feel tt way..inevitable..

Lord..wat shld i do?
give me e strength 2 face trials..
turn me 2wards u at all circumstances..
draw me nearer 2 u wif ur unfailing love n grace..hold me closer 2 u..embrace me in ur warm n loving arms..
i really really cannot live w/o u..dun forsake me pls..

random bug juz hit me once again..
argh..pw really takes up loads of my precious time..when e time can b used 4 doing other stuffs:/
sigh..cant imagine wat grade will i get nxt yr..hmm..
better not tink too much now..gotta focus on pw 1st..grades r secondary..
wateva..

napfa retest on mon..sigh..i am worried not 4 my sit n reach..but shuttle run n inclined pull-ups(ironic..cos i failed sit n reach n passed others..o.O)
nvr mind..i will juz try my best;)..trust God!!:D
DISCLAIMER:if we fail napfa again(touchwood!)..den pls dun blame us or wat not juz becos u all cant play games becos of us(seriously..we also wan 2 play games..but if we fail den wat can we do..at least we noe tt we tried our best..)

mural painting tmr!!:)

if there is a cup of water..would u look at e fact tt e cup is half full or half empty?or even both?

i cant rmb wat was my 1st ans..but i tink we should tink of it as half full..despite e fact tt diff ppl have diff perspectives..mayb becos when i dun wanna drink too much water(literally duh..)..den i will always say tt i only wanna drink half a cup of water..hmm..

but..how abt tis senario(ok..mayb tis is quite diff from e above scenario)?

if u fail 3 subjects n pass 2..would u only look at e subjects tt u fail n stay unhappy w/o doing anything 2 improve..or would u only look at e subjects tt u pass n be content tt at least u have passed some subs?or both?

hmm..i mean it is ok 2 tink abt e failed subs n focus on studying 4 e weaker subs n stuff..but..we should not brood over e failure n not do anything abt it at all..n of course..we should not b complacent tt we passed or done well..but we should cont 2 work hard..i dun really noe wat is my exact ans 2 e above qn though..but i noe tt i should not do nth abt e failed subs..n i should not b happy wif juz 2 passes..

we all need 2 buck up~jiayou;D

我无法信任别人..

天真的自己真傻..

mess~

everything tt happened ard me seem 2 b screwed up..D:

am i really a jinx?:x

r u really there 4 me?

i wonder..

i cant help but doubt..

>.<

utterly disgusted rite now..n my mood is now totally spoilt:X

juz a ticking bomb tt might explode anytime..i am trying 2 lengthen e time 2 explosion..mayb till when i am ok enough 2 stop e timer..

WARNING:i will explode early if anyone "detonates" me rite now..

life is not 100% perfect

xD

ok..juz some random post..nth much 2 blog actually..
as i looked thru one of my frens blog archives..i rmb e woderful memories tt we had 2gether..i mean..when we r in diff sec sch n stuff..we r too busy 2 even recall e good memories we had..den when we r "free"..den we somehow rmb how much fun we had 2gehter..e laughter..sadness..anger etc etc..;D
i tink..tt is becos absence makes e heart grow fonder..haha:)..mayb when i graduate from aj den i will recall e jc times more than zhss??lol..xD
but wateva it is..thks soooo much 4 e times we had 2gether..esp e good memories when we had sooo much fun n laughter..i really really enjoyed e times we had 2gether as frens..i could not afford 2 forget these memories..cos they were simply too precious 2 b thrown away..
once again..thk u 4 those memories!;)

things have not been gg well..esp yesterdae..n i can only hope tt things will pick up 4 me soon..

nvr take mutual trust 4 granted..

i juz wanna get out of this facade tt surrounds e world..

我就是不明白..

人生..就是那么的复杂:/

bored..

went 2 check out sth juz now..n i am kinda disappointed..but..nvr mind..at least i knew i had tried my best..was actually prepared..but of course..tt feeling i am experiencing now juz cannot b avoided..but..considering e time constraints..i knew i had done my best:)..mayb i will grab e nxt opportunity tt comes up lo:D
anw..i am beginning 2 get worried 4 some reasons..mayb it is due 2 e fact tt i keep hearing -ve stuff abt our midyrs(sry ppl..i am not trying 2 deflate ur confidence or anything)..but anw..it is not tt i tink too much or wateva..i mean..it is only 15% of e paper rite?but..based on wat i heard from frens from other schs..e 15% is actually juz as impt..cos if midyrs r not done well or wateva..greater chances r u may not b able 2 cope 4 e other 85%..unless we pull up our socks like NOW..i mean..i feel tt now is really e time 2 buck up..i mean..it is ok if we do not do well 4 midyrs(it is over anw)..but most impt thing is..we should not look back n brood over it..we should all juz move on..JIA YOUS!!;D
shall not talk too much abt it..lest ppl tink i am paranoid..
better get back 2 other stuffs..ciao~

gone r those daes...

aww..those great times 2gether..










miss those daes 2gether:)






zhss rock on!!:D
towards an outstanding institution..zhss our 2nd home
sounds familiar eh??;p

back......

yepp..i am here 2 revive my dead blog..ok..it is not really dead la..i am actually cleaning e dust off e surface..haha..xP
too much things hav happened..n i tink if i were 2 talk abt it here..den tis post would seriously occupy e whole pg..lol;P..soo..i shall only talk abt certain things worth talking abt here..hmm..
midyrs over alr!!yayy!!:D..but i dunno why i dun feel tt happy leh..like aft e last paper..i wasnt in e mood 2 celebrate..like "jumping wif joy" n wat not..in fact..i feel tt even aft e exams..i simply cannot enjoy myself..perhaps it is becos of e debts tt i hav 2 pay..hmk!!argh!!:x..(i guess tt obsession comes from my fren ba xD)
i was too busy preparing 4 e exams..n ya..i didnt manage 2 finish my hmk..noooo..darn:/..n my nightmare is coming back again~..sigh..shall no talk abt it..cos tt freaked me out alot..so i tink if i am gonna talk abt it..i cannot imagine wat would happen..haha xD..sheesh..why cant tt nightmare come when i wanna lose wt or keep myself awake 2 rush thru hmk or sth?!..ahhh..why muz it come back aft my exams when i juz dun wanna tink abt anything n juz slp?!gosh..i had e same nightmare almost everydae!!shucks..:X..i tink if tis goes on..i would really b in IMH..nooo!!!x( *sob*
wateva..i should b "enjoying" my so-called holidae..n juz heck care..hmm..
jiayous 4 those who havent take their midyrs!!:D