Friday, August 28, 2009

internet's quite good 2dae..so shall crap here b4 i concentrate on my hmk..o.O

yes..my internet suck cos i was constantly getting disconnected despite e attempts 2 connect..so didnt manage 2 discuss pw online yesterdae..Dx..n i gotta redo my part..cos some parts dun make sense..rawr!!but of course..tis was ok compared 2 OP!!!it really gives me e creeps..i mean..i heard tt each one hav 2 ans a qn from e examiner..n den u hav 2 ans it urself..OMG..my part is alr screwed enough..den i am soo soo scared tt i cant ans e qn..>.<..i felt really insecure n afraid when i tink abt it..

ok i may b tinking too much..but honestly..i will go crazy if i dun vent it somewhere..n as i type tis out..i feel really uncomfortable inside..n i really dun feel good abt op n wr:(..i may b a wet blanket 2 some..but really..when i hav tis feeling..chances r i cant do well in them:/..i rmbed e day when i had 2 take my olevel cl results..n i had tis same feeling..n when i got it back..i didnt do well as i had expected..so..whenever i hav such feelings..it means something bad will happen..i really really hope tt i am wrong..like really..its very difficult..i really wan 2 get a B..or mayb A 4 pw..seriously..i am afraid 2 b one of those who get C..cos tis implies tt my efforts hav gone down e drain..

sigh..look like i hav 2 get back 2 my eom n wr..n hope tt i can get op off my head..4 now..

i tink u r juz plain immature..i mean..i noe i dun hav e right 2 judge others..cos we r all imperfect..n i may b immature as well..or perhaps even worse..but really..i feel tt u juz dun tink abt e consequences b4 u talk..really..u juz dun spare a thot 4 others..how others will feel hurt upon hearing it..we may not show it..but inside..we feel humiliated..really..some of us even pretend nth happened or simply ignore wat u say..but u hav alr hurt us indirectly..u tink u r really smart..u tink wateva u say is right n so we muz listen 2 u n such..but i tink we hav e right nt 2 listen 2 u..cos i feel tt u dun really deserve our respect..even though we r aware tt we shld respect u..

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