life's short..sigh..

haiz..ever since his demise..i juz fely uneasy...maybe becos i nvr go 2 his wake ba..felt kinda guilty.cos i had wanted 2 go..but i juz didnt wanna cry there..i noe crying is normal..juz dun wanna do tat in front of soo many ppl..call me a coward..i dun care..oso becos mum dun let me too..oh well..
felt sad n sorry 4 him after reading robin blog..goodness..nvr knew tat was soo serious..if only i had known..but it was all too late..sigh:/
sacrificing his life 4 our studies..tat was sth few can do..sigh..he was soo young at 36..n was only e hod 4 abt 4 yrs..when tis thing happened..:(..n i wanna 2 make up 4 wat i had done 2 him prev..by doing well 4 comb. humans...wish me luck ppl..cos tis can be done if theres a miracle..hopefully my wish will come true..n u noe sth..4 e online survey..i was very bias..cos he was e only tcher who had -ve comments..i put lotsa disagrees..haiz..kinda regret it now..nvr knew tat he actually cared 4 our studies..n did his best in trying 2 help us score..but i even complained tat his lessons r boring..like exaggerating tt lessons tat is 1/2 hr seemed like 3 hrs..felt like slapping myself...haiz..i did not have a good impression of him..but tat changed..only after his death..sigh
looking forward 2 tmr..yayy..cos its my class bbq..tink will be e last one b4 os..sigh..
life is soo short n fragile..treasure it..n treasure e ppl around u..
lord, thk u 4 bringing mr tan 2 noe u..n 2 trust u as ur lord n saviour..pray tat u will bless him always while he is wif u..n tat he will be happy always as he lives eternally in heaven..where there is no tears, hunger n thirst..amen..
mr tan..u will be in our hearts always..will rmb n miss u dearly..n we will fulfill ur wish..

bbq!!

haha..tis will probably be my last post 4 now..cos sch reopen den very busy..
yepp..bbq was qiute ok..with lijun penging e food 4 us..n yes..foods nice..but didnt eat a lot..cos of my face..boohoo..nvr miind..but felt soo bad..cos we didnt help em peng e food..so sorry..but vincent sorta asked me if food is ok..i am testing e food..lol..shall post pics after os ba..
anyway..my mood was actually spoilt by e fact tt ABUNCH OF IDIOTS STOLE MY BIKE!!!argh!!cos when my frens n i went up e beacon tower..my bike went missing..man..i was so scared n sad..tt i quickly called my parents n apologised profusely..n i juz cannot tahan..n broke down..sounds stupid..i noe..ppl were looking at me..but who cares??if they dun noe how it feels 2 lose ur bike den dun be a kaypoh lor...anyway..my frens helped me search..den my dad called 2 sae tt my bro n him r searching..den while we r having e bbq..mum called n said tt e bike was found..thk God!!he helped em find my bike!!
now how tis happened..my dad was walking near e place where i lost it..along e tents...cos they will sure hide it inside mah..den my dad found it..BUT THOSE IDIOTS WERE DISMANTLING E BIKE N WERE TRYING 2 MODIFY IT SO TT IT LOOKS LIKE THEIR BIKE!!thk goodness dad found it on time..cos they were trying 2 spray paint over it..n my bro n dad got hit in e process..so sorry...thk goodness they were not hurt..cos no bruises nor internal injuries..touchwood..but felt guilty cos it was becos of me tt they had 2 go thru all e trouble..n risk being injured..called e police..n took pics of e damaged bike..n explained e whole story..oh..while e idiot was hitting my dad..a SUPER NICE malay guy pushed him away..n pinned him..thks uncle!!n let me tell u..E PARENTS OF THOSE IDIOTS SUCK BIG TIME MAN!!!while e guy pushed him 2 e ground 2 protect my dad..tis idiot pushed e guy away..n wanted 2 hit him..n CLAIMED TT E GUY HIT HIM!!WAT IS TIS MAN..UR IDIOTIC SON BULLY MY DAD N BRO LEH..N E GUY WAS JUZ HELPING EM WAT..DEN THEY NVR EVEN INJURED UR STUPID SON LEH..DISGUSTING..GO N DROWN IN E SEA LAH!!
anyway..wanna thk jessica belinda ruiying yingmin fanghua xueting 4 helping me find..n oso my dad n bro 4 finding it..thks soo much!!n my dad rox..cos he was able 2 fix it almost back 2 its original..yayy!!

tribute..

i thot my frens were joking when they sae mr kelvin tan died..was trying 2 live in disillusion..only when mrs dolly ong told us e bad news..tat it was real...n i saw e obituary..
mr tan..even though i get pissed off 4 making ss boring..cos u only talked n made us sleep..but at least u helped me get my 1st a1 4 ss test..i was so angry wif u 4 not being able 2 help me pass my midyr..cos i tink ia m e only 1 who failed..sorry..i expected so much from u..juz becos u r e hod..if only i had known..maybe i would not have been soo selfish..
glad u knew God though..n i pray tat u will have peace n happiness in heaven..rest well..n dun worry abt us..we will work hard..salute u..
God bless..

why some ppl r liddat de???

ppl..i am gonna vent my freaking frustration on someone whom i noe..cos i juz cant tahan tis fella...better run away b4 i explode..haha..xD
WAT IS E FREAKING PROBLEM WIF U?!?!I MEAN,U DUN WANNA HELP ME SAY SO LAH..U R SO SELF-CENTRED N SELFISH..NO WONDER PPL GET FREAKING PISSED OFF BY U!!GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!SO WAT IF U R SMART..JUZ BECOS U GET 6 4 UR L1R5 DOESNT GIVE U E RITE 2 DO SO..IF U DUN NOE HOW 2 HAVE INTERPERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS..FORGET ABT LOOKING 4 ME WHEN U NEED HELP!I ONLY ASK U 2 LET ME SEE UR TEST PAPER COS I NOEU DIDVERY WEL 4 TAT OVERALL SUB..SO I LOOKED 4 U..BUT U FREAKING CLAIM TAT TCHER VERY LINIENT N U DIDNT WRITE WELL..WAH..IF TCHER LENIENT DEN EVERYONE WILL DO WELL ALREADY MAH..WHY WOULD PPL SCORE BADLY 4 TAT TEST..U FREAKING JOLLY WELL NOE URSELF TAT U GOT HIGHEST 4 TAT SUB..N YET U R LYING 2 ME..WAT IS TIS MAN??DEN U FREAKING HOU LIAN PI ASK ME 4 MY EL FILE..LEND ME UR PAPER DEN TALK><..U SO WANG EN FU YI LOR..I HELPED U 2 PHOTOCOPY THING LEH..N I EXPECTED U 2 AT LEAST HELP ME..I AM NOT ASKING ANYTHING IN RETURN..BUT AT LEAST HAVE E COMMON SENSE 2 HELP OTHERS RITE??N WHEN I ASK 4 MIDYR PAPER FROM OTHER PPL..THEY ASK ME WHY DUN BORROW FROM U COS U DO VERY WELL..DEN I SUMORE GIVE U FACE..SAY TAT U MAY WRITE VERY CHIM SO I BORROW FROM EM 1ST..FREAK LAR..ITS NOT LIKE I AM GOING 2 PUT A CURSE ON UR TEST PAPER TAT U WILL FAIL OR WAT..ITS NOT LIKE BY LETTING ME SEE UR PAPER U R GONNA FAIL RITE?!SO WHY R U SO ZI SI..IF NOY 4 E OTHER 2 I WOULDNT CARE ABT U..I WUN EVEN TALK 2 U..I WUN EVEN WAN 2 GO OUT WIF U MAN..I DISLIKE PPL WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME..DUN TINK JUZ BECOS I TREAT U NICELY DOESNT MEAN U CAN TREAT ME LIKE TIS..GET REAL!!!

yawn..haha

went 2 my mum's fren house 2 help her clear some books..cos her house en bloc..n so she wants me 2 choose some books there 2 bring home..haha..went there..n started 2 sort them..haha..so many bks 2 choose..very luan X)
got some roald dahl(is tat how u spell)bks..n some others by famous authors..i want The BFG leh..but one end of e page got torn off..so have 2 reject:(((
took very long 2 choose e bks..of course lah..choose so fast oso have 2 wait 4 my parents mah..cos they r still sorting stuff downstairs(i was on e 2nd floor)so juz read some bks..den dun need 2 bring home..haha..horrible me..brought quite a lot of bks lah..haha..den my dad told me they took a koala bear 4 me..haha..my parents ROX big time man;D..den then ask me take a look at some other stuffed toys..actually i only wanted small ones..cos my house no spaceXP..took another smaller koala bear n alligator 4 my bro..haha..my bro may tink i am childish..initially did not wan 2 take..cos crocs arent my fav..n juz take lor..since my mum say very cute=.=e koalas r cute though..lolX)
pretty random here..haha..

Woohoo!!2 weeks r overrr!!

whew...feeling really tired now..cos i managed 2 get over wif e torture of those 2 wks...great sense of achievement..hahaha..i am currently in a "homework" mood now(like real X~x)..cos e kiasu sch gave us sooo much hmk..tat we dun have time 2 study..or even have fun..sigh..sumtimes i wonder..wat is e sch trying 2 do..is it becos e prev batch got an av. of 10 4 their L1R5..tats why they r pushing us 2 get 9????i dun get it..we dun even have learning carnival 2 at least have some fun..play hard mah..n now we have 2 go through all these???as i said, i noe all these lessons r gd..but i tink we should at least have some extent of rest..we r NOT robots..n even robots NEED rest..haiz..watever..even my dad's fren felt these lessons should be optional..sigh
kinda screwed up chem spa..cos e weird thing is..i did not know where did they put e litmus paper n e splint..argh..only when i was clearing e mess did i realise tat they were on e bench BEHIND me..cos i had 2 sit in front...RARH!!><
should blog more now..b4 i go chiong all my hmk n rev...muahaha..sch reopen have so many tests n spa leh...pretty scared of phy..cos i dun wanna screw tis up..cos 4 e past few experiments..i dunno how 2 set up e freaking circuits..e ammeter n voltmeter went against me..n recently it was becos of e stupid wire tat was soo freaking SHORT..tat i ended up coming up wif my own readings..stupid rite??RARH..gonna see tcher 2 practise..i wun wanna screw tis up ever again...n i am gonna make sure tat i know every single basic thing abt setting up circuits...MUST MUST MUST!!!can anybody pls HELP ME???